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Enharmonic Intervals

by I Stand Alone

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vicious as coitus
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le procès 05:15
Sick of it all – mostly myself With everything gone – with everything gone – with everything gone How do I know when I’ve lost? This is what always keeps me awake – the noise of the nothing – the noise of the fake The noise of disease - the noise of mistakes In dreams, in dreams – MY DREAMS HAVE DIED – in time, in time – SO HAVE I Aimed at everything too far away so I stay so ashamed Everyday it’s the same there’s just too much pain So hard to believe with all that you’ve seen, when there’s nothing that’s clean And there’s nothing inside, so there’s nowhere to hide, So there’s no need for pride, so my ego has died… Everything is empty, all of us are dead…am I all broken, is it just in my head? Torn between what I need and what I want…what makes me happy and what gets me off Letting go and giving in, all the things you could have fucking been Too hard to believe in just one damn thing, the whole world’s a disease; a whore on its knees (make me betray everything) A better future some might say, a better future, but not today You would undress with slender, sacred gestures and it would be like a holocaust…
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I'm afraid to commit, because I’m not sure what I want I'm afraid to be honest, because I’m a fraud I'm afraid of myself, so I fill up with drugs I won’t figure it out, I’ll just push it away I'll never tell the truth, because I’m too afraid Almost, always, and again Almost, always, and again Almost, always, and again A DEMON NATION RIOTS IN OUR BRAINS A DEMON NATION RIOTS IN OUR BRAINS YOU THINK YOU’RE SMARTER THAN ALL THE PAIN A DEMON NATION RIOTS IN OUR BRAINS THERE IS A HOLE IN THIS APE YOU THINK YOU’RE SMARTER THAN ALL THE PAIN YOU THINK YOU’RE SMARTER THAN ALL THE PAIN I can live - through you I will love - through you I can live - through you I am forced - on you I am forced - on you I am forced - on you I am forced - on you Almost, always, and again etc.
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After all the failure I should have learned, Laugh it off, then move on But where are you and who am I? I sit back and think about my great mistake But I won’t give in and I can’t repent There is no god with love for this Long dark night without tears We make it hell so it feels real GET AHOLD OF ME, MAKE ME FEEL AGAIN HELP ME BE SOMEONE I CAN LOVE AGAIN But you can’t do that, 'cause this is all there is to life And no one will miss it 'cause no one cares Invisible monsters, fatal errors I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die I broke up all your altars, I smashed up all your lies Christ walks by, hands out lives Designer dressing compromise Death is religion selling us hell Material gods just buy what you sell I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die
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My little lie that’s not complete This isn’t me, this random poetry It all looks and acts like a falling world It all looks and acts just like it should I trick myself to believe - - in some form of purity There’s no such thing, there’s no such thing This is what I am, this is what is killing me but with you in my heart I could forget the world but with you in my heart I could forget the world Now I’ve got this clever new disguise It’s a mask of all the lies I tell myself, I keep inside Its just enough to get me by Suffocate in your eyes collapse on your lips That same old port that’s launched a thousand ships And the only thing that I want this bad is the one fucking thing that I’ve never had So how can I pretend I’m free? How can I not feel a thing? Throwing up the memories Leaving you in tears again And not all of paradise is lost… Not all of paradise is lost… Not all of paradise is lost, etc…
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In a dream I pulled all the white strings from your trashy heart - It was cohesive, yet in places, it fell apart I’ve got this blood; I’ve got this human disease Push everyone away then wish they’d stayed Nothing’s right but nothing’s wrong I live through, I carry on… You’ll never be someone who understands Wrap insecurities around your head Ill-bred disgusting fucking rotten disease I’ll never let a piece of you back inside of me Fucking bullshit – fucking world Fucking people – fucking cold Fucking broke my fucking soul I don’t want you anymore
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closedown 04:30
Stitching up all my loose ends Time to close it down and pack it in Hiding behind what I’ve left of this heart Eager for the death of my art It does not hurt anymore You mean nothing You mean nothing, you mean nothing Shattered like a ghost Living life on broken glass This filthy liar’s final collapse It does not connect anymore I feel nothing I feel nothing, I feel nothing Remember how it ends, Now begin again The old hell, the real hell Hell opened by the hands of man It does not matter anyway I mean nothing I mean nothing, I mean nothing
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To come out the other side, you have to go through Nowhere, somewhere, anywhere but here Please won’t it all just fall, make it come apart How much did you think I’d take, before I gave up, before I’d break. Always the same, nothing's gonna change Everything will come around again The laughable charade of purity Can’t something make this go away? Something… had… to end
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Oh, I’m gonna take you; do whatever the fuck I want Gonna break you down to the nothing that you are Gonna give you your deepest fucking scar Gonna make you pray you never were Gonna fuck you like the whore that you are Gonna make you denounce your god I’ve lived through all of this, watched my dreams turn to shit Ego-centric, empty lies I wear the hat of compromise Validate this life for me I’ve been broken down so leisurely I never got what you told me I’d get Why’d you say what you said why’d you do what you did? Still searching for everything in every wrong place You aren’t a part of me but you’re a disgrace An angel of sores with broken dreams for a face When you suck his cock do you taste my cum? When he eats your pussy do you feel my tongue? Try and tell him he's the one you love. You made a choice, you were wrong, I never knew indifference could last this long. Push me further Push me further... down Oh I’m gonna take you, do whatever the fuck I want Gonna break you down to the nothing you’ve become
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Nice cool sheets Your leg on the sink while you’re brushing your teeth Everything I want to say has already been said Your little speaker my only friend You were always there to push me aside All I want is to leave all of that behind Break me up a little more, there’s still a piece that’s almost whole You don’t know me, you never did It’s still that night in my head It’s a mystery, locked up inside of me It’s a part you’ll never see I made you who you are, fuck you, I’m still alive Fuck you I don’t want you Fuck you I don’t need you I fuck you, I don’t love you Fuck you I won’t be there Fuck you I don’t want you Fuck you I don’t need you Fuck you I don’t love you Fuck you I won’t be there Fuck you I don’t want you Fuck you I don’t need you Fuck you I don’t love you Fuck you I won’t be there You fuck I can’t believe you Fuck you I don’t want you Fuck you I don’t need you Fuck you I don’t love you Fuck you I won’t be there Fuck you I don’t want you Fuck you I don’t need you Fuck you I won’t be there Fuck you I don’t love you Fuck you I don’t want you Fuck you I don’t need you Fuck you I won’t be there Fuck you I don’t want you Fuck you I’ll forget you Fuck you I’ll forget you Fuck you I’ll forget you Fuck you I’ll forget you Fuck you I’ll leave you Fuck you I don’t love you Fuck you I don’t need you Fuck you I won’t be there Fuck you I’ll forget you Fuck you I’ll forget you
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Mindset 04:01
How does it feel, to have it all inside you? You have to tell, to help reveal, how to put it all behind you Nothing but cigarettes, and dried up cum Tiny scrapes and clotted blood Black stocking burn holes, mascara cried clean Mercy for the weak is not what it seems Everything is broken, even when it’s new Everything means something, everything but you. I’m barely squeezing the lies out fast enough I don’t want to die, I just want the pain to stop I’m barely squeezing the lies out fast enough I don’t want to die, I just want the pain to stop Blurred out of focus, distorted dream Things are exactly as they seem Simulated surroundings, simulated life Just enough skin to hold the knife I’m not sorry, no regrets, this... is what… you... should get
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Tempt me with your pussy A way to sell your soul Don’t you want to buy it? Don’t you want to cum inside it? Fuck the process
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I think it’s beginning, no it’s done When can I give up? When will it be gone? If the worlds a stage, our bodies are props, inside out and all used up Who am I when you’re all gone? Been promised futures so we slave on And the music will stop… but it will start again Suffocating each and every day I’m not inspired by anything anymore anyway
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Draw me a picture of a fall-out shelter as the world goes to pieces Break on down and give right in Raised for nothing, born to end Everyone’s out for their pound of flesh, call it ambition, call it a sickness Draw me a picture of a fall-out shelter Watch the world collapse So sick of this place Can’t stand this life What’s to believe in when nobody is right? The insides betray, the outsides lie I’ve failed so many times I’m afraid to try The insides betray, the outsides lie I’ve failed so many times. Oh, you might be crazy - but I'm not impressed. Hammers and saws, you're just like the rest.
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Oh, I’m gonna take you; do whatever the fuck I want Gonna break you down to the nothing that you are Gonna give you your deepest fucking scar Gonna make you pray you never were Gonna fuck you like the whore that you are Gonna make you denounce your god I’ve lived through all of this, watched my dreams turn to shit Ego-centric, empty lies I wear the hat of compromise Validate this life for me I’ve been broken down so leisurely I never got what you told me I’d get Why’d you say what you said why’d you do what you did? Still searching for everything in every wrong place You aren’t a part of me but you’re a disgrace An angel of sores with broken dreams for a face When you suck his cock do you taste my cum? When he eats your pussy do you feel my tongue? Try and tell him he's the one you love. You made a choice, you were wrong, I never knew indifference could last this long. Push me further Push me further... down Oh I’m gonna take you, do whatever the fuck I want Gonna break you down to the nothing you’ve become
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Afraid to commit cause I’m not sure what I want Afraid to be honest because I’m a fraud Afraid of myself so I fill up with drugs Won’t figure it out, I’ll just push it away Never tell the truth because I’m too afraid Almost, always and again Almost, always and again Almost, always and again I can live - through you I will love - through you I am forced - on you Almost, always, and again A DEMON NATION RIOTS IN OUR BRAINS Almost, always, and again YOU THINK YOU’RE SMARTER THAN ALL THE PAIN Almost, always, and again THERE IS A HOLE IN THIS APE

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“Enharmonic Intervals”, released under the alias “I Stand Alone”, is a catalog of past auditory transgressions – some cuts date back as far as 1996. Not mastered, poorly mixed and potent as hell. The folly of youth and the awkward transition towards (im)maturity.

This is a split EP, containing the 2006 release "Vicious as Coitus" and a collection of older, unreleased tracks compiled from a decade's worth of sounds.


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Experimental, industrial, electronic, organic noise with a slight melodic core that tries to raise up its head every so often only to be slapped around relentlessly.

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released March 1, 2008

Jonathan Douglas Duran

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