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vicious as coitus
03:30
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Le procès
05:15
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Sick of it all – mostly myself
With everything gone – with everything gone – with everything gone
How do I know when I’ve lost?
This is what always keeps me awake – the noise of the nothing – the noise of the fake
The noise of disease - the noise of mistakes
In dreams, in dreams – MY DREAMS HAVE DIED – in time, in time – SO HAVE I
Aimed at everything too far away so I stay so ashamed
Everyday it’s the same there’s just too much pain
So hard to believe with all that you’ve seen, when there’s nothing that’s clean
And there’s nothing inside, so there’s nowhere to hide,
So there’s no need for pride, so my ego has died…
Everything is empty, all of us are dead…am I all broken, is it just in my head?
Torn between what I need and what I want…what makes me happy and what gets me off
Letting go and giving in, all the things you could have fucking been
Too hard to believe in just one damn thing, the whole world’s a disease; a whore on its knees
(make me betray everything)
A better future some might say, a better future, but not today
You would undress with slender, sacred gestures and it would be like a holocaust…
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I'm afraid to commit, because I’m not sure what I want
I'm afraid to be honest, because I’m a fraud
I'm afraid of myself, so I fill up with drugs
I won’t figure it out, I’ll just push it away
I'll never tell the truth, because I’m too afraid
Almost, always, and again
Almost, always, and again
Almost, always, and again
A DEMON NATION RIOTS IN OUR BRAINS
A DEMON NATION RIOTS IN OUR BRAINS
YOU THINK YOU’RE SMARTER
THAN ALL THE PAIN
A DEMON NATION RIOTS IN OUR BRAINS
THERE IS A HOLE IN THIS APE
YOU THINK YOU’RE SMARTER
THAN ALL THE PAIN
YOU THINK YOU’RE SMARTER
THAN ALL THE PAIN
I can live - through you
I will love - through you
I can live - through you
I am forced - on you
I am forced - on you
I am forced - on you
I am forced - on you
Almost, always, and again
etc.
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divine comedy
04:08
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After all the failure I should have learned,
Laugh it off, then move on
But where are you and who am I?
I sit back and think about my great mistake
But I won’t give in and I can’t repent
There is no god with love for this
Long dark night without tears
We make it hell so it feels real
GET AHOLD OF ME, MAKE ME FEEL AGAIN
HELP ME BE SOMEONE I CAN LOVE AGAIN
But you can’t do that, 'cause this is all there is to life
And no one will miss it 'cause no one cares
Invisible monsters, fatal errors
I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die
I broke up all your altars, I smashed up all your lies
Christ walks by, hands out lives
Designer dressing compromise
Death is religion selling us hell
Material gods just buy what you sell
I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die
I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die
I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die
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My little lie that’s not complete
This isn’t me, this random poetry
It all looks and acts like a falling world
It all looks and acts just like it should
I trick myself to believe -
- in some form of purity
There’s no such thing, there’s no such thing
This is what I am, this is what is killing me
but with you in my heart I could forget the world
but with you in my heart I could forget the world
Now I’ve got this clever new disguise
It’s a mask of all the lies
I tell myself, I keep inside
Its just enough to get me by
Suffocate in your eyes collapse on your lips
That same old port that’s launched a thousand ships
And the only thing that I want this bad
is the one fucking thing that I’ve never had
So how can I pretend I’m free?
How can I not feel a thing?
Throwing up the memories
Leaving you in tears again
And not all of paradise is lost…
Not all of paradise is lost…
Not all of paradise is lost, etc…
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In a dream I pulled all the white strings from your trashy heart -
It was cohesive, yet in places, it fell apart
I’ve got this blood; I’ve got this human disease
Push everyone away then wish they’d stayed
Nothing’s right but nothing’s wrong
I live through, I carry on…
You’ll never be someone who understands
Wrap insecurities around your head
Ill-bred disgusting fucking rotten disease
I’ll never let a piece of you back inside of me
Fucking bullshit – fucking world
Fucking people – fucking cold
Fucking broke my fucking soul
I don’t want you anymore
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closedown
04:30
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Stitching up all my loose ends
Time to close it down and pack it in
Hiding behind what I’ve left of this heart
Eager for the death of my art
It does not hurt anymore
You mean nothing
You mean nothing, you mean nothing
Shattered like a ghost
Living life on broken glass
This filthy liar’s final collapse
It does not connect anymore
I feel nothing
I feel nothing, I feel nothing
Remember how it ends,
Now begin again
The old hell, the real hell
Hell opened by the hands of man
It does not matter anyway
I mean nothing
I mean nothing, I mean nothing
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